nobody a nobody

i really regretted accepting to go for the china trip.

i just feel like spending my whole holiday alone..

i’m hopeless.

i feel like doing something to my hair.

i feel like wearing my red hoodiee and shoes.

i feel like buying things.

i am supposed to be very tired and sleeping….

tiger balm addiction is back

dying for some happy sunshine

overly good appetite

 

exciting

i saw a rainbow on the ground

like to eat toasted bread that is left on the table till its not crispy anymore but now chewy. sort of like.. crumbly?

flowers

i dont like flower teas… they taste sick.

these days i’ve been thinking about my future…

i dont think i will end up a designer

it is not for me

irregular sleep and eat hours

tired mind and soul

i am too absorbed in my own world

dont keep up with the world’s happenings

dont design for others

or bother to care about others needs

dont keep up with trends

i should be a selfish starving artist….

this place will die…